i dont even know what happened.
i dont even want to know what happened.
my trust in you is completely gone.
because you dont need me anymore.
you just need them.
we arent important.
its utter bullshit
and it hurts so much.
i wonder if youre reading this
i wonder if you know who you are.
i wonder if you even give a fucking shit.
because things have changed.
so drastically
it feels like the person i knew before isnt there.
because you dont care anymore.
was i even of any significance to you in the first place?
because it really doesnt seem like it.
why am i so affected by you?
why do i cry everytime i feel something's wrong?
i dont even know myself.
but as you said
you no longer care.
so i wonder why i try.
why i care.
because youre my best friend?
i guess that's it, right?
because we're supposed to be there for one another.
so where are you?


it sucks. i hate it.
why do you do this to me every single time?