okay. so i am auditioning for SM and Cube.

yes i know it sounds stupid.

okay, laugh.

apart from the fact that im totally talentless,

im also freaking ugly.

so there's no way im getting into either

and im probably gonna get all my hopes crushed

but this is what i want.

i dont know why

but i just want this so badly.

and i want to run away

far far away.

and i just have to try

if not i'll never know.

which sucks.

i don't care if i die while doing this.

i

must

do

this.

not that i can

but i will try.

try

hard.