okay.

ive had enough of this fucking drama.

because we're fucking 15. 

we're supposed to be able to talk this shit out like 

mature people

or something along those lines.

im praying everyday

i know i should try to solve this

but i dont know how.

because it's hard

and i feel like shit

and i just want to kill myself

but that's not very smart either

you're right

i dont know anything.

but 

im already trying my best

so i dont know whats up.