the way im making this big is annoying?

you think THIS is annoying?

let me tell you, and god so help me,

the way you make YOUR THING such a huge ass fucking big deal is EQUALLY FUCKING ANNOYING.

thats why i told you you should just not be friends with me

because obviously my shit is just not important to you

so im just wondering why youre friends with me

whemn you obviously have so much distaste for me

  so really

what  am i doing here.

i wished you didnt give a fuck at all

that way things would be easier.

i know when you read this you'll think im a bitch

and you know what?

you're probably right. i am a fucking bitch.

but thats what happens to me when shit happens.

i know shit is happening to you right now

and i've tried my hardest to be understanding.